bankai...unleash your potential!

2006-10-04T02:21:00.000+08:00

studying for physics now... english tomorrow... that'll be it for this week...
hope this exam period will end quickly... then i'll return to the forbidden city, get a lot of comics, food for DT chalet in december, ichigo cloak and other bleach accessories...

just figured out, the group singing the themes for mahou sensei negima is called dai mahorasai...
you can find them out at youtube, as usual... cool, 31 girls singing...

well, have to be "serious" till 4++, when i can sleep...

sorry ET, had lao sai again today... didn't see it coming...

2006-10-02T22:04:00.000+08:00

crap, 1 more mark t B4 for history, sad case...

A1 for add math... expected =P

have to study like nuts starting this wednesday, still able to chill out for today and tomorrow

had a really fun time in class today, with some unforeseen help, thanks cliffton!

well, just drew this during social studies period, have a look

wish i had talent in colouring...

well, gotta go~~~

2006-10-01T21:41:00.000+08:00

pray for at least a B3~4 for history tomorrow... cant lose >_<

still studying... crap, first time i tried studying in advance... sucks... last minute work still rocks!

gotta try drawing something to get out the stress, as well as getting out the haze from my room... or some gays would call it "heyz"...

2006-10-01T01:38:00.000+08:00

there, thanks to some guy in my class, i've managed to post this again...

konoe konoka... her voice is extremely cute! wish she was just beside me~~~

ayase yue, should have made her face a little more wide... not bad i guess....

well, still doing the picture on 3girls... despite the heavy exam schedule rampaging beside me... guess i'll learn from clifford and resort to last minute work again...

2006-09-28T17:04:00.000+08:00

damn, only managed to get a B3 for chemistry... short of 1.25 more marks... sad... gotta ganbatte!!

well, gotta study for add math tomorrow... tough paper, easy to score though... with practice i mean...

hope i'll get an A1 for add math, gonna be easy~~~

2006-09-27T22:16:00.000+08:00

swt, woe today was fun. got thrashed at the last part... so far so good. physics - 17/20 - A1 better than expected! waiting for good results in chemistry tomorrow!

nothing much today, wasted a lot of time on woe... no choice, Ragnarok is just too enjoyable...

wanna complete my champion picture by tomorrow, gotta study like an idiot for add math test this friday. aim? A1... possible, with effort put in... gotta go ask my cousin for help maybe... well, ja ne~~~~~

2006-09-26T01:44:00.002+08:00

Chemistry test today was a give away, i'll get an A1 for sure!
Physics was a little easier than i thought, maybe A2? have to have faith...
history, not much to comment on. just that i hope i gave the correct format and points...
social studies? guess the whole class will fail, hope we all fail!

slept most of my afternoon away. i was studying all the way from 12am yesterday till 4am++ not bad right? considering i'll get some better grades. well, hope to finish a picture on the cheerleading club, shiina sakurako + kakizaki misa + kugimiya madoka. that'll take up part of my day tomorrow. i also have to revise poa tomorrow...

2006-09-26T01:44:00.001+08:00

just finished a picture of konoka, card reader had to spoil... sadsad...

well, chemistry test today was a give away, i'll get an A1 for sure!
Physics was a little easier than i thought, maybe A2? have to have faith...
history, not much to comment on. just that i hope i gave the correct format and points...
social studies? guess the whole class will fail, hope we all fail!

slept most of my afternoon away... because i was studying all the way from 12am yesterday till 4am++ not bad right? considering i'll get some better grades.

well, hope to finish a picture on the cheerleading club, shiina sakurako + kakizaki misa + kugimiya madoka. that'll take up part of my day tomorrow. i also have to revise poa tomorrow, so it'll be a tough time...

2006-09-26T01:44:00.000+08:00

2006-09-25T03:29:00.000+08:00

phew, i was studying for so long, i forgot to post in this blog...

there, some pictures i've drawn...

not bad right? took a long time to complete them though... i'm improving i think, hope to complete a few more tomorrow

yup, still studying now... have 4 tests tomorrow... lets go through it!

Social studies...who needs to learn it? its just a SBQ test... just have to know your skills

History...War in the pacific...mostly on reasons for japan going to war or defeat of japan... just finished revising it... hope i can pull through >__<

Physics...our teacher will surely set a very difficult paper... gotta at least win most of the gays in my class, or else i'm gonna be a nerd...

Chemistry...practical test, qualitative analysis... should be easy, considering the revisions we did for a long time... have to ace this!

my aims...
SS-B3
Hist-A2
Phy-B3
Chem-A1

there, i still have to study for chemistry now... don't wanna forget the way to find an unknown while doing the test... gotta rush, cya~!

2006-09-18T23:14:00.000+08:00

yea, my drawing kinda seems to be improving!

have a look,
...a bit laggy today...think i'll post tomorrow...

anyway, there are still some parts which i cant really draw out, such as the legs, hands...
swt, theres still room for a whole lot of improvement...

well, 4 more days to the competition...gotta train hard! have a chinese oral tomorrow...POA test this wednesday...hope to get another A again!

2006-09-17T21:52:00.000+08:00

well, that's chisame hasegawa with shading provided by my cousin...my shading sucks...

bought a new book, no more blue lines! cool, lucky to have a cousin like him!

well, off to do more homework...haven't done much of it...

still have a wish to draw nagase kaede, negi using thunderfist, complete asuna...redraw setsuna and chisame...

ja na/e

2006-09-17T01:48:00.000+08:00

First day of War of Emperium(Woe), woe cancelled...sad return...
went to find vesper, died...sad mvp...
Lol, all of us lagged and died

Not bad, at least we reduced its hp by alot...wasted our chance>_<

anyway, I started finished drawing setsuna and chisame, on to asuna now
have a look, and ignore the black shadow...its my phone...

Gain alot of comments from my friends, not from school but from my Ro guild.
They are so much better than the idiots in my class...of course, not all are...

well, this pretty much wraps up my day, went to tuition, went home for woe, mvp and then continued drawing...

2006-09-15T20:36:00.000+08:00

The first week of term 4 has ended, we take another step closer towards redemption. Only 2 more weeks left...

Well, I'm kind of stuck to drawing now. It can't be helped, those anime girls are really too... Guess a new life begins.

This is a sample of setsuna... kinda small... Not bad for starters right?

Had a crappy start this morning, was tired due to the weightlifting I did yesterday. Went to school, found out that the competition was postponed to next week... Look on the bright side, at least there's more time for me to train right? Yea, gotta make a huge expansion to my muscles!

Well, my list of crap for the night...
1) Do some stuff online
2) Pack my bag, shove the homework to a side for tomorrow
3) Draw finish Asuna and Chisame
4) Watch Shaman King and continue drawing...
Yea, I'll do train my arms in between those activities.

Guess I'll end here, tataz~~~

2006-09-14T16:17:00.000+08:00

had an extremely long day yesterday, same reason for not posting anything... I was studying for a math test, which I apparently screwed up today. Made a small mistake, no more 100%... missed the chance to redeem myself... well, 99% will do...

Finally, a free day to study and do some other stuff. firstly, I would like to start by drawing a picture of setsuna. just wanna try relaxing by doing some art. next, training my muscles. gotta train hard, there's a competition tomorrow. have to top the list. finally, finishing my homework and revise some subjects.

went to the gym today with some good pals, realized how many other students from my primary school were now 'allies'. previously I was fighting with them all the time, guess we were still childish then >_<

yea, I would like to lead a relaxing life too, but there's just too much stuff to do especially towards the end of the year. maybe I'll go to the library sometime to study. there're too many distractions at home. a nagging sister, a white and a black box asking me to turn them on, a comfy bed... no wonder I can't do very well...

well, gotta start drawing first. maybe I'll go watch bleach ep 96 later, there's an exciting battle in it!

see you soon~~~

2006-09-12T15:18:00.000+08:00

yo people!

I'm kind of stuck to watching those anime girls who have wings...
check it out- wings...short skirt...nodachi[her sword]...

hmm, I think I'll stick with it for awhile...Can't stand having feelings for those so far away, just wasting my time...

I guess today's where school really begins, people fight, talk more 'cock', help each other out, bringing food, spamming vulgarities and fingers...

learnt many new stuff today, also realizing the fact where so many people are so stupid.

gonna be on TV this thursday, along with the many good pals in my class. hope we'll do our best!

printed a few nice pictures to put under my desk cover. amazed many gigs by how much health a 60+vit high priest have...where thier lame retarded 'cough' maple 'cough' big head small body characters can have...

gotta be above the rest, but talk is cheap. well, starting work at 5pm... gotta find some anime babes now... later~

2006-09-11T16:53:00.000+08:00

First day of school, not too shabby. manage to talk 'cock' again with the usual guys. had a new form teacher again, which was great. she didn't care much about what we did while she was teaching social studies. I mean, who wants to learn about the past of singapore? 'hey I see a lion', thats all I know about how singapore was founded by some raffled guy...well, whatever his name was...

had to home early today, because of something personal. missed my chance to study in the first day of term 4. well, theres always tomorrow. gonna have a shooting competition this friday, yea gotta work hard! have to beat the stupid retarded people who just waste pellets in the range. well, this is for you!

yea I'm on my way back to ragnarok online, back to healing, 'ab'ing, getting scolded, soloing castles and making a sb sinx.

gonna try thanatos tower with DT, rejoining them after a long time!

yea, so that's it for the first half of today...what about the next half? well...
1) find more anime pictures
2) listen to songs and complete homework
3) come back online looking for mai, or talk to some other friends
4) train my muscles

just hope that I'll be ready for this friday's tournament...gotta get first in the list, with the bunch of gigs, gays, les, abnormal and pieces of thrash way below.

2006-09-10T10:09:00.000+08:00

its been quite a few days since I've talked to Mai...I'm missing her...guess she might be busy...

yea, wishing for a rainy season right before school reopens tomorrow. hope that many of our teachers will take the day off or get sick tomorrow. maybe its possible for a meteor to hit our school?

schedule right after school for the next 3 weeks...
1) Gym till 4.30
2) Studying till 6...where we get chased out of school by the guarddogs
3a) Going to central to study more...maybe till 9
3b) Going home for Woe in RO, 7-9
4) Going home for dinner
5) Checking for Mai online
6) Having a few hours of Flyff, if 5 us unavailable

Yea, I'm gonna go back to RO again...aegir server
What job am I? Lv99 high priest...
guess I'm the only high priest that added Str...smart right?
Don't regret it, I kill non-undead mobs faster than the other priests...
Have a quite high flee rate too with 60-70+agi...
99int...obviously...
well, you could say I'm more of a battle priest...

currently working on my assassin, lv 96 i think, gonna try making a vit + agi kind of assassin cross...i think a sonic blow built will be best...

well, gotta study hard and play hard now to pwn those losers out there

final year exam, give it all you got!

2006-09-09T15:57:00.000+08:00

another saturday...

saturdays, samishii yo...

still in the hope of receiving back 9 replies from kitago...think I'll achieve it?

as usual...tuition...church...homework...

have a slight fever and cough, hope not to get well soon...

yea...shouldn't have gone after real girls...anime girls are much more nicer than them...

take a look

well, she obviously looks better than all the girls I know...but after all its just a picture right?

I would rather stare at this picture than go for actual girls, I'm not some pervert but at least I won't get ditched and dumped like some idiots in my class...

yea, its just one odd habit of mine...see what effect anime had over me...

just wanna wish that all the gigs in my class would just stay quiet...especially the dogs...

have to get a really good grade by the end of the year...I'm betting my all on it...

Gotta go to church soon, and have to finish 2 compositions given by some teacher I hate alot...as well as a set of history homework...

2006-09-08T21:28:00.000+08:00

Just send 9 airmails to the kitago students... Let's see how many will reply...

Well, been trying to brighten up my life. Had taken some time to find a few comedy shows... You might already know it, Hard Gay. Its one of the best. Yea I guess I'm slow...

Well, gonna have to practise HOOing after each sentence in japanese. As well as walking with your hands behind your head while taking step by step...

Have a few more english and history homework to do... Gotta study for a quiz on monday too...

This really made me forget all my worries...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TadsZ0iI_7M

If you're young, try watching this without your parents around. It just has a few vulgarities... If you're a girl? Don't watch it at all...

P to the N to the S to the...you know the rest...

2006-09-07T02:34:00.000+08:00

After watching some anime, I've found out another darkness in my heart. Isn't it dumb...

I always used to wonder, what do people really think about me? Hatred? Jealousy? Love? Do I make a good friend or are they just neutral with me?

I guess this has returned back to haunt me again... And it has hit me on a weak spot.

What does my family think about me? Am I a trouble because I do not perform up to their expectations, or do I demand to much from them? Do they take care of me only because its their responsibility? Do they fake the love and care just to deceive me?

What do my friends think about me? Being close to me just to take rob me of something?[this happened recently...] Showing concern only to ask for a favour? Respecting me only because we're in the same class? Talking to me because we see each other frequently?

I mean, if you really hate me, tell me so earlier! Then I can concentrate more on personal stuff...
Being betrayed is the sharpness wound my heart can feel.

Why do I keep thinking about this... Isn't it better to ignore those feelings and act as if nothing has happened? Like they say, ignorance is bliss... If so, why did I have these feelings and thoughts in the first place... People whom I knew really cared for me are few, some of them have already passed on. How I wish I was in an anime, those where they show a loner without any family walking endlessly to nowhere. Well, people in that position would wanna be like me too...

Why do I bother talking about this whole stuff anyway? Just listen to a song from bleach called 'life is like a boat'. The introduction has some really good stuff that comforts me.

Well, the most important part is this... It sure sounds lame if I read it out to myself, but it got me there for awhile. I just hope my enemies don't see this...

Remember the Kitago people that came? yea... I'll never forget them, both good and bad reasons... Earlier this morning my classmate gave me a message. The boy which I had to host send him a mail. I was thiking, good for you. Why? That's because he didn't send me any. Like I wanted to receive any mail from him... Its just hard for me to forget the past, time heals all wounds. Well, I just realized that he was acting odd when he came here. The other japanese were alright after a few days of rest. He kind of ignored me and disrubted the house. That sucked, considering the fact where my other friends were enjoying, where some idiots laugh at other's misery. Lately, I made a hypothesis that he might had hated me for wooing somebody he likes. Which is more likely accurate after talking to a friend. I mean, if you liked a girl why don't you tell her? Now he hates me for intruding, stupid loser. That's the first betrayal... He acted like he really cared for me when we were leaving Kitago...

Second? Its too harsh to tell, and I dont't want somebody to frame me for messing up his name...

Well, I've gotten over the harsher betrayal. Thats odd... I guess that the earlier one left a scar somewhere.

Yea...here is a photo of 2 friends who really cared about me... Posing as gigs...

This too...

This as well...

If you happen to see them, they're those who helped me alot...

I just hope that we'll stay the same forever. Don't wanna lose them.

I also hope that when I go back to Kitago, everything will be better... I don't want to talk to some people...and I hope that the other friends and classmates I made will treat me warmly.

Conclusion? Knowing your weakness is good, but not knowing how to improve yourself is suicide...Just like me.

Well, if you have the same thoughts as me...Wish you all the best... This has been hindering me since...and theres no cure too I guess...

2006-09-04T21:56:00.000+08:00

Yo!

Today's another sadest day in my life. Not sure if this is really true, but they say that crocodile hunter Steve Irwin is dead...

Hmm, he's one of the few people that I really admired. And he just goes off today, which explains the rain today.

Of all the people in the world, it just has to be him. I watched his shows since young. It's the best documentary ever! Nothing can beat it.

Truly another boring day. Have to remember to include him in my pray. Well, just wanna remember this phrase..." Crocs rule! "

2006-09-04T02:01:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone...

Just wanted to show off a few of my pictures. Nothing much happened today, just slept the whole day away~~~

This was taken in Changi airport, a few of us and 2 kitago girls. Aren't they nice? Well, if you're with them for long, looks don't really matter. They're attitude and character are the best!

From left: Gregory, Mai, Ying Qiu[at the back], Darrel, Eugene, Me, Viknesh[at the back], Ayuri and Momo...

This was the last day we spent together before they left Singapore. Wished we could follow them back. What a waste.

This was taken at Sentosa, a group photo obviously.

Yea, I'm the guy lying on the floor. Notice the only Japanese boy in the picture? Somewhere at the top right, in blue. Hmph, wasted all my money and time. Should have switched hosts from the start. A total of 9 japanese girls came, where only 6 treated me good...

It happened to be Kanami's birthday on the day we went to Sentosa. So I asked her to pose for me at some beach after she wrote her name in the sand.

Guess I'll end around here for today. Had a nightmare just before I woke up to post this. Kind of lame right? Well, hope you enjoyed it. I'll put more in time to come.

2006-09-02T23:17:00.000+08:00

Good day eveyone!

Saturdays...Don't really lik them. Reason? I'm cramped with activities I don't really love. Tuition, remedials, church.

Tuitions. Waste of time. I would rather study on my own. My parents just don't believe in me. They say that I can't revise on my own when they are the ones switching on the television and listening to the radio while I'm studying.

Remedials. Some dumb teacher called us back today just because he complained that we were too slow. Its his fault actually. He wastes our 'precious' time in class. Everytime before lessons, he'll just show up out of nowhere and say: "Where are your x any y axis?" He's referring to our table arrangement. Is the table arrangement counted as marks in the examinations? What a load of crap. Then, he'll go around collecting mars bars for each simple mistake we make. Not mistakes in math, but the way we appear. I mean, he just insults you indirectly for having long hair, tucked out shirts, ankle socks and non 'pure' white shoes. He is so outdated man.

Church. I can't really say much. I love most of it, except the catholism part. I thought reading the bible was enough for us. The church could just make us have bible lessons and we could ask questions whenever we needed to. Why go to the trouble of making youths like me go to some lesson where they teach stuff that I already know? I have no choice too, they won't confirm us if we have a poor attendance. Swt... What on earth are they doing...

Well...That's about it for my day. Kinda boring isn't it? Hope that tomorrow will be better. Yea, learning from my friend how to post some pictures into the blog. Sorry for being so noob.

I am going to put more stuff into my blog tomorrow. Hope that you guys will enjoy it!

2006-09-02T01:07:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone! I just started blogging because there are many things that I would like many people to know, and I would rather type it out than tell others verbally. So many of my posts would be some complains and stuff that happens daily.

Well, I guess a self introduction should start me off. I'm from Singapore, in St Gabriel's Secondary School. I love anime, especially bleach! SGSS is not a bad school, teachers are alright, only the 'normal' students. They all act big and stuff...Freaking losers...Bullying the weak...Creating chaos in the midst of a crowd...Avoiding teachers at all costs...Well, enough of them. I am in 3 express. Don't wanna reveal my class. That's about it for an intro.

My class...2 out of 37 idiots in there. The rest are alright, just that they go wild while clapping. Kinda odd isn't it? I aim to be among the top 15 positions towards they final year, I wasn't that good in studying before but I have a reason to do so now.

Heres another big event that I'll always remember.
In my school, theres something called the Kitago and SGSS(short form of my school) exchange program. Ever since young, animes were the coolest things ever! I remember how pokemon used to rock my world, but not now. Bleach rocks my world now, its just so freaking cool. Well, back to my story. So i was simply enthusiastic to go to Japan, but my parents were just too poor. Well, I just kept that hope somewhere in my heart, hoping that it'll be fufilled soon. Thats when I heard about this program from my senior(honto arigato Tan Zhi Kai!) and I decided to participate in it. Went for the interview, got selected and made new friends...9 of them. Next, we got to know about our hosts, the people we were going to stay with. Crap, I got a boy. Not only that, I am the only person with a boy host. Mother...that's the worst part before the trip. No choice, I had to get used to it. Went on SIA airlines(my first time travelling out of Singapore, freedom!) and was really impressed by the service! Got out at Fukouka airport in about 6 hours. After a stay at a hotel and a few days of bus rides, we finally reached Kitago. Only i was upset, boy host. Then we had a welcome party, got to meet our hosts. I was admiring my friend's hosts. They were all so pretty, and I'll get a guy. Gay? Not me, but 1 of my friends is gay(not you ly...) and he got a girl. What a total waste. We should have switched.

Well, we went to thier school, it was so much better than SGSS, not because of SGSS being all boys, but because the students there were so much more polite than the 'normal' people I know. We then had a few tours around the area. We even planted rice the traditional Japanese style, in the mud. It wasn't really disgusting. Except the part where a mob of angry spiders backstabbed us. We then washed ourselves in a nearby river. Where in Singapore can one experience the beauty of nature? I truly admired the Japanese back then, because they really had so much stuff around them. In Singapore, I am only surrounded by punks who dye their hair green, brown, blue and red. What jokers. There are also many thieves in Singapore, you gotta be careful of them. Well, we had many days of enjoyment during our stay in Kitago. You should visit it someday, its really different from Tokyo or Osaka. The people there are really friendly. Pretty soon, it was time to say goodbye. I was looking forward to it, because of leaving my host. But I sure miss leaving the girls, I talked more to them than to the 'boy'. I'm not some sort of pervert, just that the boy didn't really treat me so well. As usual, I cried the most. Just couldn't control. They did come to Singapore, its an exchange program right... Hated it, I had to share my room with the boy. I just let him sleep and give an excuse that I need to do my homework. Sometimes SGSS really has no brain. The Kitago people came, right in the midst of our examination period. We were practically going out until midnight. There wasn't time to study. I failed Physics. Crap, all thanks to the boy again. He not only wanted to spent the night out, he also did not flush the toilet after using it. Hoping for his retribution.

The best time where I truly enjoyed myself was during the stay at 1 of my friends house, Ying Qiu's house. His parents were exactly like the Kitago people, extremely friendly. I admire him for that. My parents aren't too good thought, but they're still my parents. So we realize one thing, the Kitago students get drunk quickly. Not on beer, but root beer, coke and some other soft drinks. What is this...they started taking out thier e-dictionary and typed all kinds of sick stuff. That's nuts. I even spent the night with 3 girls in a room. Only because I was joking with them that I was 'rezu'(lesbian in japanese). They asked me over to stay with them...It was fun though. Soon, farewell party again. Some crappy teacher always makes us dance and sing to entertain the Kitago students and the other teachers from SGSS. Why doesn't he do it himself? We wanted to spend the last day quietly together. He just had to ruin it. Well, I made closer relations with them, as well as futhur relations. I was only talking to 4 of the kitago students when we went to Kitago, but i talked to the other 6 and ignored the rest when they came here. Partly because they ignored me over some incident which i didn't know about. Some stupid person must have spread a rumour about me. To hell with him.

Well, I'm planning to return someday in December with Ee Thai and Ying Qiu. Hope they we can make it! We have to return, or else Singapore will destroy our souls...

In SGSS, I am in the air weapons club. Its the best club. My seniors and juniors are great! Only 1 out of 4 teachers are superb. Best of all, shooting drives me on! Some people may think that going to a hot and stuffy range underground to shoot and shoot until you're all sweaty is crap, but not for us. This sport really depends on your will and determination. Its all in the mind. After shooting, we'll play some sports, mostly soccer, which is not my cup of tea. We also have 'taopok' sessions. The person who finished running across custom made 'obstacle course' will be victimised. Well, come to Singapore and find out what 'taopok' is. Its an activity named after a food. We also caught cockroaches and shot them in the range! Its fun, killing something that doesn't do any good to society. Well, I guess their population is wiped out from SGSS now.

If you guys/gals wanna find me online somehow, you could find me in a game called Flyff. Hope its popular... In Aibatt server 2-3, I don't go for Pk or laggy servers. My character name is Meteorgust, lv39 full dex assist. Don't ask me for buffs, I run out of mp buffing myself... I hope to get lv20 Haste ASAP. I'll go on a raping streak on giants then.

If any of you have ideas on how I can improve my blog and make it popular or have any questions for me, please feel free to give me your ideas. I'll appreciate any comments and recommendations! No insults please...

Check out my friend's blog too. http://tehhentai.blogspot.com/
He went to Kitago with me too, now we're planning to return soon.